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Wednesday, August 8, 2012

One Week

One week.  That’s all that is left of my twenties!  I’m not nervous, or dreading my thirtieth birthday, but at the same time I feel it closing in.  It probably doesn’t help that it’s also less then two months until my wedding day.  This has definitely been the year of change; major change at that. 

A month ago my grandmother had a heart attack that left half her heart damaged.  She needs 24/7 care so last week she went into an assisted living facility.  Is it what we want for her?  No.  Is it what we think is the best for her, at least right now?  Yes.  It’s a major change for all of us.  She’s been living in the same house since before I was born.  My mom and I have moved several times, but Nana’s house has always felt like homebase (at least for me).  It’s where all the memories of childhood are, you know?

Now comes the next major change of “loosing” my twenties lol.  Like I said it’s not something I’m dreading but I’m feeling it coming.  Have I done all I wanted to do before hitting thirty?!  No, I would have liked to do better, but I am pretty proud of where I am right now.    There’s a stigma with someone in their twenties and someone in their thirties and it just feels like it’s going to be a weird transition.

I can’t wait for the change coming on October 6!  Wedding day!!  I’m just hoping everything that needs to be done is done!  It feels like I get the list down and then remember 4 more things I should add.  Or there’s stuff I need to do, but am at a stalemate because it can’t be done until something else is done.  The joys of wedding planning! Lol

The change train, it'sa coming and it's coming full force!!